No, I would not like to beautify my 200th post, I like simplicity. And I trust you're smart enough to agree with me.

I would like to announce something.

I hate my LA compo. I hate it I wished I could just rip it into pieces, urgh. I wished I had developed the whole plot properly using the ample amount of time I had had during the exams that I smartly used to fall asleep, just because I thought the test was going to end at 9 o'clock when it's going to end half an hour later.

Hell, I wished I could dump it into the rubbish bin, I can't even stand the sight of it. Every now and then I see it, I will be reminded of that horrible essay I did and urgh. It's just plain urgh. I don't even look at my past essays with this much disdain.

Forget it, shall drop the topic.

I want to get back my HCL paper 1. I don't want to get it back. I want to get back my HCL paper 1. I don't want to get it back.

I just realised that my posts lately has been revolving around exams results exams and results again. I feel brainwashed.

I am so not looking forward to this holiday. I'd rather school goes on as per normal. Now heck, what am I saying?

Never. It's hard to choose because I want to go to the NCO course just about as much as I like school. And there'll be camp. Camp. I hate it even more than my compo, and that's like a complete catastrophe.

Why did I even want to go for it? I had to pay, y'know :(

There's so much more I would like to rant about but I've decided not to >( I think I should go off before I start typing senselessly. Which I think I am already doing, but it's okay. I shall get back to The Kite Runner, which I have borrowed 4 times - successfully failed to read it 3 times simply because I was not in the mood (any noise made and I'll have to hurt you). Now that I am, I should get back to it soon. And another chinese novel that I wasted so much time to borrow, because it's not working with the machine. Things just don't go my way these days :(

Pray that I won't tear the pages. Rawrr!